AAAAAaaaaahhh 2011!!

its a new year people!!!!.. sorry i havent posted in a while i have been up to my ears in sooo many different things :-D .. so since the last time i was here in september, i have been in a relationship, had a birthday,made new friends etc.. lol i am a year older :) it was my birthday on new years eve.. arguably THE coolest birth date EVER... no one ever forgets my birthday (or atleast i hope they dont.. )

anyways i am back by popular demand.. no not really lool.. recently acquired a new stalker who begged me to post (not really begged, just mentioned hehehe,... so what if i exaggerate a little ?? sue me) where to start from?? i dont know.. but this year i made a vow to myself,, i am going to try my hardest to enjoy myself ALOT , party hard, visit places, loads and loads of places.. been to Leeds 3 times already this year and its not even march yet!! but i do love leeds though sigh...theres just something about that place i love, even the £1 massive slices of pizza whooopeee!!...

i have so much to tell u that i dont even know where to start from anymore :P

AAAAND i got a new camera so i can actually SHOW you what i've been up to..happy days!!

I struggle now ....but best believe i'll be LMAO very soon

"when God closes a door, somewhere he opens a window"--------those words have stayed with me for years and years , ever since i watched , sang with and fell in love with the Von-trapp family and dearest maria. This year i found out it isn't just a saying it is actually true!

while summer was fun, i entered into the month of September heavily and utterly depressed, stayed at home all day, only popped out to go to my little thrift stores to buy books, i would come home with a huge pile of books, reread the entire Harry Potter series , and Twilight , i don't know , maybe all i wanted to feel at one with someone , anyone , even pathetic Bella. I felt worse than Neville Longbottom, my idea was , if i slept the whole of the day and only woke up at night, then it wouldn't feel so bad. i could hide beneath the blanket of the stars and let the darkness envelope me physically as it had up in my little mind.

The reason for all this you may ask? dearest friends, i had hopes , dreams.. to go to university this year. the university of Leicester to be precise , i ha

d visited the uni a few months before , and fallen in love with it. it was small , yet bubbly , and it welcomed me wholly , i could picture myself tinkering about its little shops looking for stories to blog about. i envisioned drunken nights with my new friends during freshers' week. great, great thoughts about decorating my room. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

sadly , this was not to be.

Today , i sit here before you and there is a MASSIVE grin on my face.

(yes sometimes i focus on only the negatives and i am a pessimistic bitch about it, but common!! i am human!...) this might be the best thing for me . its really not t

hat bad after all.. :p .... i like to think its a ll part of the big plan ... most success stories start with shaky foundations.. imagine what a great Biography mine will be???...

I struggle now.. to

LMAO later!!!

SUMMER >>>>>>THE CALM

Last time i was here... i tried to tell the tale of my wonderful summer.. the month of july was FUN!! wont go into much details just a few words... VODKA, DANCING, LAUGHTER and ORGY .. lol.. watever u construct from those is entirely up to YOU!!....lol .. no comment..

neways things are a lot more calmer.. i literally stayed in bed for 2weeks., sleeping , waking up , eating , movies.... and then i got a job babysitting ,...



the kids are a handful sometimes but its fun!!.. hehe .. oh and its nice to revisit my childhood, over the past few weeks i have watched my favourite cartoons over n over again..lol.. who knew PINKY and THE BRAIN were still alive???lol i looove them!!!




oh!!! aaaaaaaand!!!! i finally got my hair done!!! ...... heres me looking sexxxxxxxxy!!!! (i think)




i was sooo confused as to what to do wit my hair.. i wanted long n curly but was worried it'd be too hot for summer... i had nothing to worry abput tho.. the sun has retired here in london..lol.. it rains EVERY day.. awful....

oh n strange things happened to me after i got my hair done.. a fat sainsburys worker chased me round d store asking for my number... next time i'll look for "low fat cream" myself instead of asking lol.. *SHUDDERRRRRR*




here's a weird pic i found ...lol. its my friend dammy holding up her new boots... they are in season now and totally rock.. i had a similar pair but in patent leather... got them in manchester in december . i wore them EVERY day for abt 4 months until they fell apart.. i wasnt too bothered though because i got them for a great bargain.. they go wit EVERYTHING and they just make me feel soooo good inside..:P .....
i saw dammy wear them wit a pair of denim hotpants, a crop top and a blazer.. very chic.. soooo shld've taken a pic :)

Here i am wit my friend N.U.M at a charity basketball tournament... i probably should've taken pictures of the match but i couldnt be bothered :P .. it rained.........AGAIN...... so my hair was a bit wet n frizzy










heres a picture of my mum and me... it was her buffday on the 6th of august.. and much as she gets to me sometimes...i LOOOOOOOOVE her!!!!



a delicious waffle we had somewhere in the westend... i descovered some really nice little places to eat...








heres me heading out for some sightseeing adventure .. i went alone .. and it was BLOOODY AMAZING!!!.... i was so inspired that i am finally getting my new camera at the end of the week and am going again!!!....not gonna tell u where i went yet... :P .....


p.s... i LOVE my hair... it gives me soooo much confidence!!



AU REVOIR mon amies..... till i bring more tales from my impending adventure!! i am shaking with excitement!!i have written a list of the places i am going to visit and i'll be sure to bring pictures back!!!

SUMMER :skype family reunion..... n tings

ELLlllloooooooo>>>>......


ok so i mentioned that i had to go to the airport to pick up my friends.. yess!!! my friends Dee dee and Folly B were coming all d way from canada to london ( because they absolutely cant get enough of me ) .. wel actually they're my brother and sister.. skype -wise,.. we have a "family" on skype lol..weird as it sounds its sooo much fun.. anyways we planned to have a sort of reunion this summer so i was really really hyped up looking forward to it.. here is a cute picture of Dee dee which i stole from her BB ) hehe.. isnt she d cutest thing?/..

DO NOT BE DECEIVED.... she is DEVIOUS.. lol.. i joke.. but i do call her DESPERATE DEE for a reason .....( a reason which at the moment i cannot recall :P)

here are my two sweethearts........ and that DAMN rose folly b got on father's day.. apparently all the MEN and FATHERS got one each...folly b isnt a father.. yet... and i dont think he qualifies as a "MAN" either..hehe..i think they look cute together tho..

So.. back to the plot ... there are 8 members of my skype family , Dee dee, Folly B , Dolly P , Dassy , Dammy B , Kes, yours truly , and YeleBoss ... d most recent addition to d family. everyone apart from Kes and Dammy B was here this summer !!!... on the last day of my exams .. i literally ran hom e, packed a bag , squeezed into my bumshorts and was out of the house.. i had just missed a weekend in Coventry with them :( they attended an "all - white" party n (Dolly P had a fashion mishap which i am not going to mention for her sake.. but it was HILARIOUS)...

Anyways , i made my way to croydon to Dee dee's house.. (she had it all to herself for a month) and it was amazing.. all i wanted to do was sleep and chill and gossip but we added some clubbing n boozing n shopping

to d list hehe..

here we are on a night out.. ( sorry i dont have that many pictures... a new camera is on my looong list of things to do)

and heres us making faces .., i love these too... there's Dassy baring her teeth in d middle and Dolly P acting all Coy .... and tings

and again......

and here's the rest of the family... hehe...

yeleboss or ( jr ) he's THE tallest in d family.. but its hard to say who is d skinniest.. cus Folly B has some tiny bones too.. lol

here's Dammy B .. FACT: she is an ABSOLUTE DIVA!!... personally i think she should have been born blonde.. it would explain some of her irrational behaviours,,lol.. on the other hand she is plenty of fun n she does make me laugh,.. whether i am laffing at her or with her is another issue entirely..lol

And here is KES (or suru) he is a little hottie.. only he ignores us a lot now he has a job... but we still love him.. and will welcome him back like d prodigal son..lol











thats all for now darlings.. i have to go back to babysitting.. (thats a story for another day!!)

Catching up

hello people....



i seem to have been away for a while.. but so much has happened ,... lol.. well most of it was fun anyways
.... firstly.. i had my final exams.. man that was a trying peiod... i was addicted to peach flavoured iced tea... i bought a 2litre bottle everyday!! it was ridiculous.. .. my routine was madder than a mad hatter's .. attending revision classes for 4 hours straigth .... then back home to sleep or "hibernate" then up again at 9pm n stay up till 5am.. i felt so dead it was sooo much work ... thankfully i am done now.. yaaaaay... hoping for the best results so i can go to the university of leicester this year!!!.. sigh.. i've never wanted anything as much as i want this!!... heres a picture of me on a boring day..... i tried to "design" a top.. so i cut up and old tee n sewed buttons on.. i actually wore it out.. kind of hideous but who cares??...

here , i am almost done with my exams.. i had a few days break in between so i went to pick up my friends from the airport.. it got me all giddy inside cus i had to miss out on a week or so of fun :( ............................. i like this picture cus it reminds me of classic movies in black n white .. or a musical..like CHICAGO.. which i watched the other day.. i loooved d songs in that .. Renee zelweger and Queen latifah were AWESOME in it.. and all that jazzz..lol

here is a pic of me standing around... someone said i find it hard to do sexy??.. lol.. i kinda agree.. it is uncomfortable remembering to smile n tilt my head or flip my hair... lol...

















a few years ago i was upset cus i wanted to get a bit bigger.. so i tried grubbing on everything and anything .. to no avail.. now i have come to appreciate my size.. .. i think everryone should try n be comfortable in their own skin...

Random Rants

so am sat here , just thinking of things i have started and given up on when my blog comes to mind.. so i thought i'd come here and post smthing new..

so much drama in my life at the moment, depression is no longer something i randomly here about on the news , its real for me ... but am not going to go into such dreary issues guys,, i wanna be happpy !!!>...

i was having a candid convo wit a bestie and she started listing the many men in my life.. honestly i think i'll die a spinster with the way my love life is at the moment.. - very much comatose!.. but then she started mentioning the various guys and i realised , its either am being ridiculous and picky or i am just afraid to commit?.. mr . D , mr. E, mr.B , mr. B, mr. A , sooo mnay misters its verging on a man frenzy .. yet i am single .. oh yh and Mr . F .. so i made a list , of each guy and wat i like and dont like abt them , pros and con s, advantages and disadvantages, fors and againsts , ying and yang.. lol.. watver , u get d drift.. suffice to say , that didnt help much .. so i have decided to steer clear until summer , when hopefully i 'll be in uni and have a bigger sample frame of guys to choose from...

oh . i cannot wait for summer!!!.. most people from my skype family are coming over so i expect a joyful , mature , crazy reunion!!.. yaaaay!!!..

neways .. until i am able to find something fun... see ya !!

oh .. new year , new look