so am sat here , just thinking of things i have started and given up on when my blog comes to mind.. so i thought i'd come here and post smthing new.. so much drama in my life at the moment, depression is no longer something i randomly here about on the news , its real for me ... but am not going to go into such dreary issues guys,, i wanna be happpy !!!>...
i was having a candid convo wit a bestie and she started listing the many men in my life.. honestly i think i'll die a spinster with the way my love life is at the moment.. - very much comatose!.. but then she started mentioning the various guys and i realised , its either am being ridiculous and picky or i am just afraid to commit?.. mr . D , mr. E, mr.B , mr. B, mr. A , sooo mnay misters its verging on a man frenzy .. yet i am single .. oh yh and Mr . F .. so i made a list , of each guy and wat i like and dont like abt them , pros and con s, advantages and disadvantages, fors and againsts , ying and yang.. lol.. watver , u get d drift.. suffice to say , that didnt help much .. so i have decided to steer clear until summer , when hopefully i 'll be in uni and have a bigger sample frame of guys to choose from...
oh . i cannot wait for summer!!!.. most people from my skype family are coming over so i expect a joyful , mature , crazy reunion!!.. yaaaay!!!..
neways .. until i am able to find something fun... see ya !!
